Tonight (3/31) our church had a ladies meeting and because our pastors wife wasn't feeling well he did the message. It was very good. He spoke of how we as christians must do what we are passionate about. Every winner is just an x-loser who became passionate about what God placed in them. He also said that sometimes our passion changes with the circumstances around us. When we are sick and there is nothing that the doctor can do to help us, we are a lot more passionate about our prayer life. This is what I think I'm experiencing. Yesterday at 3:30 am my sister in laws brother (21 yo) was killed in a car accident. This was my brothers best friend so naturally he was invited to Christmas, Easter, and Thanksgiving, along with just "hanging out" days. I can safly say that my passion has changed. My brotehr is not saved and my passion is to see him bow his knee before the Father before the last fleating seconds of his life. What the devil meant for bad, God WILL turn around for the good!